Title:   First Time
Author: Naya   >   lionsong77@aol.com
Archive: Sith Chicks ; anyone else please ask first
Category: ABH
Rating: R
Disclaimers: don't own him- just play with him every
now and then.
Note: never written anything like this before. It was
sort of a dare...
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It's not fair.  Here you are, already 20 years old
and you're still a
virgin.  Worst of all is that you're the only one of
your friends who IS. 
You listen to them tell of their experiences and you
feel so jealous and
unwanted.  You know that you're not that bad looking.
In fact, some of your
friends don't even compare to you in the looks
department, but they have guys
all over them.  They tell you that it has a lot to do
with your shyness...
maybe it does.
    You're just leaving the theater after seeing
Phantom Menace for the...
well you lost count, but it has been well over 30
times by now you were sure.
You're friends are all talking about how they'd like
to get in Obi or Qui's pants.  You giggle shyly and
agree with them, but don't really take part in
the conversation.  What could you really add to it
anyway... you have
absolutely no experience? 
    "What do you guys wanna do now?" one of your
friends ask.
    "Let's get something to eat.  I'm starved,"
another one replies.
    "Actually, I'd rather you just dropped me off at
home," you tell them. 
You don't want to go through another night of them
exchanging sex stories. 
    They drop you off in front of your house and drive
off, but you don't go
inside.  You're not really tired and you think a good
walk will help you ease
your mind.  You walk a few blocks to the park and
stroll around a bit.  You
stop suddenly when you get this feeling that someone
is watching you.  You
look around nervously, but you don't see anyone so you
start walking again. 
    This time you set a quicker pace and start walking
back toward your home,
but just as you're about to leave the park you're cut
off.  You scream and try to run, but the stranger
grabs hold of your arm.  You try to wiggle away,
but he has you with both hands now and he's clearly
stronger than you. 
  You're first thought is that this man is going to
rape you... and this is not
how you wanted to lose your virginity.  Although you
know it's useless you
still struggle against his hold.
    "Relax," he orders in a calm soothing voice.
    You find your whole body relaxing against your
will.  You want to look at
him, but you're afraid.  He releases your arms and
wraps his arms around your
body pulling you in an embrace and you let him because
you're not sure if you're legs will support your
weight at the moment.  Your hands come up and
you bury your face in them... and that's when you
notice for the first time
that you had been sobbing.
    The stranger pulls you away from him, but you
refuse to look up at him. 
    "Please, let me go," you say in a soft voice
between sobs.
    "Don't be afraid," he tells you.  "I'm not going
to hurt you."
    "What do you want?" you ask.
    "I was walking through the park and I saw you
wandering out here alone. 
It's not safe for you to be alone out here this late.
I was following you to
make sure you got home safely, but then I realized you
had spotted me.  I
didn't want you to be afraid.  Too late for that,
huh?" he said trying to
coax a laugh out of you.
    You just nod.
    "You can look at me," he tells you.
    You cautiously turn your gaze upward and you
suddenly feel weak at the
knees again.  Your legs buckle, but he catches you
before you fall.
    "Y-y-you're... you're..."
    "Obi-Wan Kenobi," he finishes for you.
    "But, you're... you're..."
    "Just a fictional character?" he says.
    You nod.
    "Well not really.  Those stories are made up to a
point, but I am very
real as you can see," he tells you.
    You compose yourself a little.  "What are you
doing here?"
    He pauses for a moment as if gathering his
thoughts.  "I guess you can
say we're surveying this planet."
    "For what?" you ask curiously.
    He just smiles at you.  "Why don't I walk you back
to your place?"
    You frown, but you accept his offer.  When you
reach your house you go
inside, but wait by the door until he turns to leave.
Then you go back out
and follow him down the road.  You think he would have
knew you were
following him, but if he did, he certainly didn't show
it.  You follow him
all the way to a nearby hotel.  You wait for him to go
inside first then you
follow him in trying to stay out of sight.
    There are quite a few people still wandering the
lobby even though it's
pretty late.  You look away as you apologize to a man
you bumped into and
when you look back up Obi-Wan is gone.  You sigh in
frustration.  You want to
know why he's here, but it looks as though your chance
is gone... and you're
not about to search an entire hotel for him.  They'd
probably arrest you for
stalking. 
    You're about to give up when you get the urge to
go down one of the
corridors that branches off from the lobby.  You walk
cautiously to the
entrance of the corridor and instinctively make a left
hand turn.  You're
almost to the end of the hallway when you feel someone
reach out and grab you
again.  You stifle a scream and turn to find that it's
Obi-Wan.
    "Why are you following me?" he asks you with a
scowl on his face.
    "I wanted to make sure you got home all right,"
you tell him.  "It's a
dangerous planet you know."
    His gaze hardens and you realize he's not amused.
    "I'm just curious," you tell him in a small voice.
    "You shouldn't be here," he says.
    You just look at him wondering if you should just
leave, but not really
wanting to. 
    Finally he sighs. "Come on," he says motioning for
you to follow him.
    You follow a few paces behind him and you can't
help, but notice how well
he looks in his jeans.  You never thought you'd ever
see a Jedi in jeans...
hell you never thought you'd ever see a Jedi and you
definitely were not
disappointed.  Suddenly, he looks back at you and
grins as if he were reading
your thoughts and you freeze.  What in the world were
you doing?
    You suddenly get the urge to turn and leave, but
he grabs your hand and
leads you into the room.  He tells you to have a seat
and disappears into the
bathroom.  You snoop around the room a bit and find
his robes neatly folded
in a corner with his lightsaber placed on top.  You
look back toward the
bathroom to make sure the coast is clear, and then
pick up the lightsaber. 
If he's a real Jedi then this thing will really work,
you tell yourself, then
you hit the switch that ignites the blade. 
    You hear the familiar snap-hiss of the lightsaber
blade, but before it
can ignite the lightsaber is drawn from your hands by
an invisible force. 
You turn to find Obi-Wan holding his lightsaber and
glaring at you.
    "This isn't a toy," he scolds you.
    But you are in too much shock to even hear what he
says.  There before
you, this beautiful man who just happens to be a Jedi
Knight is standing
there with nothing on, but a pair of spandex shorts.
You gasp and suddenly
you're curiosity fades and all you want to do is run,
but the Jedi is
blocking your path to the door.
    You avert your eyes, shyly.  "Don't you think you
oughta get dressed?"
    "I am dressed... for bed," he tells you setting
the lightsaber on the
nightstand.
    "Maybe I should go, then," you say.
    "You're not walking back to your house this late
by yourself," he tells
you.
    "Then get dressed and walk me home."
    He grins.  "I already tried that, remember?  You
followed me here.  I'm
too tired to go out again, so you can spend the night
here."
    You look around nervously.  "Well, there's only
one bed.  Where do you
want me to sleep?"
    He climbs into the bed and pulls the blankets over
him, then turns out
the lights.  The only light in the room now is from
the street lights
outside.  "Anywhere you want."
    You sulk in the darkness for a moment, then ask.
"Can I have a blanket?"
    "Nope," he says sleepily.
    "I'll freeze," you argue.
    "That all depends on where you choose to sleep,"
he says.
    Suddenly you feel completely scared.  Was he
actually suggesting that you
sleep in the bed with him?  Part of you wanted to,
but... no way!  Any one of
your friends would have gladly jumped into his bed
with him, but not you. 
You were way too shy for that... even if he had no
intentions on touching
you, which at this point you doubted.
    "I'm going home," you announce and head for the
door.
    Before your hand touches the knob, Obi-Wan is
there.  He grabs your arm
and turns you so that you're facing him.
    "Are you afraid of me because I'm a Jedi?" he
asks.
    "No," you sob and you curse yourself when your
realize you're crying
again.
    Suddenly he nods in understanding.  "You've never
been with a man before,
have you?"
    You stop crying because now you're angry.  "Isn't
that a little
personal?"
    Obi-Wan shrugs.  "That depends on your point of
view."
    "I really have to go," you say as you try to pull
away from him, but he's
got a firm hold on your wrist. 
    He slowly leads you back to the bed.  "There's no
need to be afraid," he
tells you.
    At first you struggle, but then you slowly feel
your resolve slipping
away.  Before you know it you're standing next to the
bed and he is
undressing you.  Tears are falling down your cheeks
and even though you mind
is telling you to run, you're feet won't cooperate.
You're frozen in that
spot and you can't move.
    When he finishes undressing you, he picks you up
and gently puts you in
his bed and climbs in next to you.  He starts
caressing your shoulders.  You
try not to look at him, but you can't help yourself.
    "If I hurt you, let me know and I'll stop," he
says softly.
    All you can do is nod... you're too afraid to
speak at this point.
    He runs his fingertips across your shoulder and
down over one of your
breasts. 
    You whimper, nervously.
    "It's all right," he whispers in your ear.
    He continues to run his fingers down over your
stomach and you start to
tremble.  You close your eyes and resolve to just lay
there, hoping you'll
wake up to find it's all a dream.  Obi-Wan leans in
closer to you and cradles
your neck in his hands so that his thumbs are on your
cheeks, then pulls you
to him and kisses you gently.
    "You're very beautiful," he whispers.
    You start to sob... partly because you're still
afraid of impending
events, but also because no man had ever said those
words to you before in
your life.  He kisses you again with a little more
passion this time.  He
tries to part your lips with his tongue, but you don't
let him in.
    He straddles you and raises both arms above your
head and slowing runs
his fingers down your arms and over your breasts,
caressing them with the
lightest touch.  You feel your whole body shiver at
his touch and you
suppress a whimper as you start feeling sensations in
your lower area you had
never felt before.
    Suddenly you feel something warm and wet on one of
your breast.  You open
your eyes and look down to find that he is sucking on
it and you're surprised
to find that it actually feels quite good.  He
switches to the other breast
and the sudden coolness on the first one causes it to
harden.  He rubs it
while he sucks on the other breast and you moan.
    He looks up at you and smiles.  "Not as scary as
you thought it would be,
is it?"
    You shake your head and urge him to continue.  He
slowly slides his
tongue down over your belly.  He spreads your legs and
he glances up at you
with a wide grin on his face.  You watch him
curiously, not knowing what to
expect next.  Then he buries his face in your opening.
His tongue slides in
and out slowly causing you to shutter.  You grab the
pillow tightly in your
hands as your back arches up.  Suddenly you feel his
mouth surrounding your
clit and he teases it with his tongue.
    "Oh, God," you scream, just a little louder than
you had anticipated. 
    He continues his ministrations adding more and
more pressure until you
think you're going to burst, then he pulls away.  You
want to scream.
    "Should I stop?" he asks teasingly.
    "No... please, no," you beg.
    Almost as soon as he continues, you feel your
entire body explode.  You
shake uncontrollably as you experience your first ever
orgasm.  You are still
trembling as Obi-Wan comes up to lay beside you.  He
pulls you to him and
holds you tightly as he plants a kiss on your cheek.
    "That wasn't so bad, was it?" he asks.
    "No," you say softly. 
    "You want some more?"
    You give him a startled look and he chuckles. 
    "I'll wait till you catch your breath," he says.
    He holds you in his arms and after a moment your
breathing starts to slow
to its normal pace.  You suddenly feel very tired and
you start to fall
asleep when Obi-Wan pulls away from you and stands up.
You open your eyes
and watch him take his shorts off and you notice for
the first time that his
bulge is a lot bigger than the first time you looked
at it.
    "You ready for part two?" he asks.
    Suddenly you feel a fresh wave of fear as you
suddenly realize that you
had not actually had sex and you know now that this is
his intention.  Not
that you mind at this point, but you remember how your
friends had said it
hurts the first time and you don't handle pain very
well. 
    Sensing your uneasiness, he looks at you
sympathetically.  "We don't have
to do this if you don't want to."
    "I do want to," you say before you realize what
you're saying.
    With that he climbs on top of you and starts
kissing you again.  More
aggressively this time.  He tries to force your lips
apart once again, but
you keep them tight.
    "Relax," he says rubbing himself against you
causing an arousal in you. 
    As you sigh with pleasure, he slips his tongue
into your open mouth. 
This time you don't even try to refuse him.  You too
focused on his
relentless grinding into your pelvic area.  He pulls
away from you for a
moment, then begins aggressively sucking on your neck
and you find yourself
sucking and kissing right back.  You can't believe how
good he tastes to you.
You don't even notice him slowly spreading your legs
with his.  Then he
slips himself inside of you.
    You gasp as you hold back your tears.  The pain is
unbelievable at first,
but it quickly starts to subside.
    "You want me to stop?" he asks.
    You shake your head no.
    He slowly moves himself in and out of you in short
repetitions.  There is
still a lingering pain, but it's starting to feel so
good that you hardly
notice.  One by one he pulls your legs around his
waist and you can feel him
going deeper inside of you as he picks up the pace.
It both hurts and feels
good at the same time.
    He's moaning now and the sound of it excites you.
He's rubbing up
against you hard as he slides in and out of you and
you feel yourself
climaxing again.  You scream as your body starts to
convulse and he lets out
a scream himself.  You feel him throbbing inside you
and it adds to the
pleasure.  He collapses on top of you breathing real
hard.
    After a moment, Obi-Wan rolls off of you and pulls
you into a fetal
position next to him with your back to him.  He plants
a kiss on your neck
and lays his head down on the pillow.  You feel so
safe in his arms and you
start to drift off to sleep.  As you do, you wonder
what in the world you had
been so afraid of.

TBC...